I don't know about heaven or where she goes where any of us go, but her spirit and soul will always be a part of me. I know she will become a star up in the sky winking forever and ever. Inside I feel so so so much love. The love she gave to me, the love I gave to her. She wasn't just a cat, she was my child, my friend, and my love.
She died in my arms, her head resting in my hand, as she slowly faded away, before she passed completely. I felt her heart slow and I felt her heart stop. I'd like to say I saw the light go out of her eyes, but it was really hard to tell. I know she went to sleep looking and me, and me looking at her and saying "I love you".
I love you always, Pinky.